{Don't let the name fool you} (golden_halo) wrote in lookclose,
{Don't let the name fool you}

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so fat.......

Sometimes I am just so fat I want to cry. I exercised and burned 1130 calories but I ate 2000 calories. I totally messed up and what makes it worse is I seriously want to binge more. I don't know why. Maybe I feel like I deserve to gain weight for being weak and eating at all. I feel so ugly in all my clothes. I just want to be a hermit and sit in my house and waste away. I wouldn't even go to the store, except maybe to buy prouduce. *cries*
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